WRITING ON THE WALL
is the way i feels
got the sways and reels
going home
red high heels
and the church bells peal
cross the snowy fields
going home
i walk down these aisles
nobody's here-just me
and the birds in the belfry
murmuring murmuring
i took all your letters
strung together
a white river of love and kneeling
trailing trailing
well, i don't know
i'm on my own again
start alone
end alone
so my love
maybe i'm glad
i met you on the way...
i walk up these aisles
nobody's here - just me
Five
I remember was the month october,
In a garage I was standing,
Scared and somber,
I could smell your breathing,
And the pain you're leaving,
So ashamed I'm feeling,
And now I am left to fate.
For all the times I've been losing my mind,
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy,
You made me suffer,
Motherfucker,
Ripped my heart out,
It was so good.
I remember words that never left me,
For a skull of silver here's what you'd do for me,
If you tell I'll kill you,
Rip the child out from you,
Wish that I could stop you,
Please God make this go away.
For all the times I've been losing my mind.
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy.
And you made me suffer, motherfucker.
Ripped my heart out,
Innocence was lost.
And I feel it
I can't take it
I don't want it
Anymore
Was only five
And I feel it
Can't take it
Anymore
For all the times I heard you,
Say in my goddamned mind,
Make it sooner if I suck you,
I'd make you suffer,
Make you suffer,
Motherfucker
For all the times I've been losing my mind,
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy,
And you make me suffer,
motherfucker,
Ripped my heart out
I was only five
Five